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Saturday, 30 July 2016
LILFOUR CHRONICLES PART TWO
CHRONICLES OF LILFOUR PART TWO.
Hello fam .Things happen and leave us with lots of questions . Death being one of those things is a shaker and heartbreaker to the deceased family and friends .It leaves the atmosphere darker and moods more duller and spirits lower . Realities of death are never felt or seen at the immediate time but take some time to show up and be felt .
Many people know as Lilfour Reborn but my mom calls me his son and she also gave me a name , Esbon . Born in a family of four kids , three gents and one lady . I love my family bearing in mind that its my first love that I do know.
Its barely 24 years ago since I cried out for the first time when I saw light for the first time .Women ululated and congratulated my mother and father for a safe delivery as well as thanked God as well. My parents received honor and were gifted after bringing vs life to this universe . The villagers and family friends saw the potential in the newborn son . And today as I write this down on this media I have for sure grown .Am a prince in the God's kingdom ready to receive a crown . Am not brown but I have blown the devil and thrown him in the pit of darkness .
I joined school in 1999 at Kariti Ack Nursery school and later in 2000 ,joined class one at Ndugamano Primary school . Something erupted that cause my dropout later to resume class one in 2001 .For the whole year ,the devil manifestation was felt in some people I had respected. They turned against me and were so ruthless towards me ,hating on me as well as my parents was their happiness . All in all I never lost hope in excelling but instead I kept moving ; eyes were always on my goal .I never lost focus but worked harder and harder . I was judged either by my looks or my background but never gave an ear to the negative attitude by haters towards me. I almost shed tears when I remember this .
When I resumed my studies ,favor was on me and almost all teachers liked me being the most hardworking pupil and still one of the tidiest .I received lots of gifts every end of year and end of term and honoured for good work done . I do attribute this to prayers of my parents and family .
I did perform pretty good in my kcpe and managed to scoop an admission to Murang'a High school also know as Muhae .Thank you lord for giving me a chance to shower in your grace .My enemies could not believe it . They thought a "boy" from a poor background could never make it to a recognized school but God does it His own way .
It was on a Monday 02 Feb 2009 when I dressed up early in the morning and also in a company of my father went to board a matatu heading to Murang'a , a school of my choice . My grandpa used to tell me that 'winners are made but success is sought for ' . Remembering this I tried as hard as I could , struggling day by day and night also learning social skills _ having to relate with fellow students from different backgrounds and different believes as well.
And so I did my best to model my life and to make my future brighter band better .Thanks be to the Almighty for giving me that chance . But the devil was still not happy with my success . He was always on my back to ensure I never succeed in any of my endeavors .
Bad occurrences do come into our lives , they leave a cloud of sadness but still teach us to be strong . On 17th October 2012 , the unexpected did happen .With just few days to my kcse I lost my papa . It hit me like lightening to lose my dad , the late John Irungu ; may his soul rest in peace . I could believe but it was a reality , " GONE SO SOON, " I thought . Deep within I was bitter . It hit in my mind that it was the end of me and I thought I would not survive and if I do I would be a failure but a voice whispered to me , " son , you are more than a conquerer . You have the potential .Crying won't raise me from the dead , be a man . Wake up son .Its your time to shine and dine .You are capable of doing wonders that the world have never thought of . Be the man I raised you to be .God be with you ."
I was encouraged , at least I could move on. I rose up and ready to achieve my goals . I do go ; keep on moving but never get crawling like John walker I keep walking . The words of my late father in that dream keeps me going up to now . Back in High school , I did my exams and till now my life has been a wonder . Don't wonder why I never wander its because I have learnt . A slogan leads my way , " no retreat no surrender " .Everyday I am on the move ready to achieve more . Join me on the move , together we achieve more .
Watch out for CHRONICLES PART THREE is coming soon.....
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Thursday, 23 June 2016
MY CHRONICLES PART ONE _ LILFOUR REBORN
THIS ARE MY CHRONICLES PART ONE .
I know life may suck according to what I heat others say , but life is based on an individual's mindset to tackle it .I hail from the central regions of Kenya where people say that lemmi translate directly , "A car or a vehicle without a number plate is thief's ." So I better not continue without introducing my names as Esbon Mwangi , a Kenyan born and a son of the late Irungu.
It came a time when I started hating life and feeling miserable due to what was happening in my life , imagine losing a father at the last year of your high school life .Its painful and sad , its troublesome and kind torturing to the one affected . And it did happen to me .I thought life could have got to the edge leading to the end but I had to pretend and assume a new move.After suffering , I decided to follow a new route and the best route is the route to success.
Success ain't final neither is failure fatal .We fail we succeed but the courage to continue counts cause its what that keeps us going.About my self I might be simple but still gentle .To God ,am His sample cause I do triple .Devil cannot trace me cause nko na God's grace .Am a C.E.O since class four when the headmaster used to call out , " Esbon and your company , can I see you in my office. " and now am ready for more .
I have learnt one secret of what really success is ; and it came to my mind when I was in campus .I just couldn't have joined them in cyphers but it struck my mind that success starts from day one still in diapers .Just leave alone the nay said by em hypers .Am me , mtoto Wa maulana , Lilfour Reborn.
Today I did wake up feeling like a star.Its not my might to fight but God's .Am rising up climbing my ladder and they trynna raise the bar but high up I go because I gat God to take me far.I am capable of doing a lot of which you know not .What I do is that I do send the devil off and since my way is clear I do shed off my old ways like a prof .
This is all credit to the hand of God .I have seen his deeds .I may not be a super man but with Him I believe I can do more .Yesterday's dream is still valid and tomorrow it will be accomplished .It came to me like a vision , so fast like an illusion but ntaachieve with no devil's deceive.
Four is the power, cold like shower but stronger no more lower.
I stay stuck but don't say
I hate the mentality of a fay
Used once
Dumped twice
I did chose to belong
Kwa mola
Ndor nang'aa
Naye devil anashangaa
Why why cause nenda far..
You are the architect of your life
So design it to make it best
You are the pilot of your life
Chose your destination right
You are a teacher , you can make it.
Believe , you no dwarf you can do what others have done and even surpass their deeds .
You no lame ,walk strong .
Design yourself , I believe we are made to conquer.
God created us for a big purpose.
I am a writer , a dancer to loves hiking and walking for adventure. I am an artist mostly concentrating in gospel rap and spoken word.
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Monday, 20 June 2016
Sunday, 19 June 2016
Happy Father's day
Fathers are great to a our lives.They are great to us for they give us lots of love and care and they are there for us.
Today is their very important day Fathers day came today just when am mourning the death of my dad who passed away few years ago.I view it like yesterday cause I never want to believe that he left ..... Memories are not so easily swept .
I take this opportunity to wish my late dad happy fathers day and to all fathers alive and also upcoming fathers ..
